Sometimes I honestly wonder about the goodness in people,
I want to trust people. I want to believe that they are good. I want to believe that they will treat people how they want to be treated. I want to believe a lot of things..
But I dont.
The truth is that I have experienced far to many people that will lie, manipulate, use and abuse. Now this may be my own lack of judgment or my constant need to "fix" broken people but I have found that Im a complete pushover and end up getting hurt, a lot. I'm so afraid of hurting people or doing the wrong thing by people that I get walked all over.
I wonder, honestly if I'm the only person that lies awake and feels like shit when I'm horrible to someone. Is the only way to get ahead to stop caring?
I dont want to be cold, I really don't. But sometimes I feel like thats my only option. Survival of the fittest and all that jazz.
I wonder, can you really be happy if you always put others first?
This is just random thoughts fragmented by a tired mind and produced to you in the lamest of forms.
That is all
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Monday, April 26, 2010
A Child.1 Kilometer from a feeding station in Sudan.Stops to rest while a Vulture waits
This photo was taken by Kevin Carter in 1993
It was published by
It won The Pulitzer prize for feature photography on May 23 1994
While this photo brought much needed awareness and in turn aid to the situation in Sudan, Kevin Carter never assisted the child to the feeding station
"The man adjusting his lens to take just the right frame of her suffering, might just as well be a predator, another vulture on the scene."
Kevin Carter killed himself on July 27 1994
At what point do you stop being a Journalist and start being a Human?
Yesterday I got mad because the line at sizzler was to long for my liking
I make myself sick
I make myself sick